at this point my blood is probably 4.3% pasta sauce
It’s important to make friendships that are deeper than gossiping and drinking and smoking and going out.
Make friends who you can go get breakfast with, make friends you can cry with, make friends who support your life goals and believe in you.
and I know you promised you wouldn’t
two months ago while I was crying into your neck but I also know that sometimes it rains even when it’s not supposed to and sometimes boys kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear flowers out of the ground just to watch them die and things change,
so I understand if you’re done.
but please, when you’re packing all your
sweatshirts, don’t forget to take all your 3 am phone calls, and pictures where we’re smiling so wide it looks like we’ve never known
that feeling in the pit of your stomach when someone screams “I don’t love you anymore.”
Take back every kiss, every night you fell asleep next to me, all the love we made, every letter I wrote you, every song you sang to me, every “I love you more” fight, every shock I felt in my skin when you brushed against me.
I was never scared of ghosts until you left but now I see you everywhere and god if you’re going to kill me please just do it quickly because I see you in everything and it’s making it hard to breathe.